My commitment for this month is to stay the rest of the month sober.
I’m doing this to contribute something to the site and provide a success story. Even something that’s short term.
This is actually surprisingly difficult for me as I don’t think I’ve gone a full day without a drink for at least a month and haven’t gone a full week in over a year. Who knows, after I do one month, maybe I’ll do two. Then I plan on dieting, exercising and taking it step by step but we’ll save those for when I’ve actually completed this thing.
-Alcohol has taken control of my life
-I hate waking up in a haze
-I hate being drunk during the day
-I hate the way people look at me when I’m still in my robe at noon (Yes I understand this has a deeper layer)
-It’s giving me anxiety
-I’m losing creativity
-People don’t think I can do it anymore
And if you know me. My biggest motivator is me believing something is impossible.
Here I come.
If I don’t bust in the door May 1st after having bragged all this shit? Yeah, you can make fun of me.